i feel your pain. some guy walked by my office door the other day and said, "i dropped off some fat pills for you girls!" i go in the kitchen, to refill my water, and there it is. the fat pill....a huge double chocolate cheesecake!!! i didn't have one piece. there are three pieces left and i will toss them in the trash if they are still there tomorrow!
i thought, "if i filled a garbage can full of all the "free" high cal food i could eat at work or events? it would be so huge. before i could not resist something that was free. but now i look at it like it is not free at all. it cost me a lot!!
hang in there! you wanna be thin before the holidays so we can say, "oh no thanks" we will be pros and not even think twice about it. just go look in the mirror and say "ahhhhhh you're hot" :)