Hi,
Thanks for the note. I know exactly how you feel :o( I wanted more exercise so I recently (8 days ago) joined Curves. I'm to embarassed to go to a gym full of skinny girls and muscle boys. I was nervous about going in alone and none of my friends wanted to join me. I just made myself walk through the door, and I'm glad I did. I found a new group of women all working towards better health who are supportive and fun.
I really believe that if you take Alli, join My Alli Plan, follow the calorie & fat guidlines, you'd begin to loose weight, even with very little exercise. Exercise will speed the process and help you feel better, but just get started and allow yourself to enjoy the small success. It will make you want to do better. I'm starting to not hate my scale and that's an awesome feeling.
I'm sure you could be well on you way to your goal by September.
I'm getting married in July. I kind of wish it was July of next year so I could be even smaller, but this man has already waited two years for me to say yes. He never once said a negative thing about my weight, but has become my champion supporter since I decided to change.
I hope you give it a chance!
I'd love to hear how it goes.
Kim