cherikim:
...Anyone following Weight Watchers is not eating any meals with that much fat in them except if they are binging and not eating what they know is right...
Cheri ~ Nevada
You're kinda right about that, Cheri... but I was eating more fat than that at some meals, and still within WW guidelines.
This is what I was doing before alli, but not because I was intentionally binging; it was because I was doing what WW allows you to do - save up points for a big meal. Only I was developing a pattern of doing this every day - light light breakfast, light light lunch, fat-free snacks, and then a somewhat sensible dinner with my husband (who does all the cooking... I'd figure out what I could eat of what he was making, based on points, etc). WW lets you do this, which really isn't the best way for me to go, I realize now. I was getting lots of fat in my evening meal.
Now with alli I am spreading it out more throughout the day which is much healthier, and because I've been eating right all day, I'm not so hungry at night and don't need to eat that much. I think that with alli making me limit each meal, I'm learning that I don't need so much food. As a lifelong overeater, that's been the hardest lesson for me: I look at normal portions and think I need more than that.
I'm also cancelling my WW online after this month is out. It will have been more than 4 months and am not using any of the tools online anymore - just keeping track of my foods on paper, which is the goal anyway, right? Learning to eat right on your own... :) And I have a points calculator so it shouldn't be a problem.
I also like the support system alli offers.