Hi WashingtonRoll,
I am so sorry to hear about your uncle. Many people use food to cope with depression. Unfortunately, the food is a temporary fix with long-term consequences if you gain weight. There are times when there is nothing that you can do about how you are feeling. It sounds like nothing will completely take away the stress and anxiety over what you are going through. You can find comfort in friends, family members, and healthcare professionals. You can look for things to do that will bring you happiness and peace outside of eating. Are there places that you can go, hobbies that you can take up, or activities that you can join? Like I said, none of these will make your situation any less intense, but they will give you some much needed breaks.
Please keep me posted on how you are holding up,
Betty Kovacs, MS, RD