hi  I know how you feel. But we have to just keep trying and never give up. I have only been on Allie for about two weeks and I have only lost 5p but i'm going to keep on going. in 1999 my doctor put me on these same kind of pills diffrent name back then and I lost 30p. so hopefully. the same will happen. I cant excrise

either both of my knees or not in good shape.. just don't give up ok. a friend Tommyesenia 

 Just hang in there. You are not ugly, because everyone has there own look. Set a goal if you loose say 2 pound go get  some thing new foryour self. Dn't give up.

 I hear you and feel your pain.  Sounds so stupid.  I just started Alli and bought a loaf of raisin bread!  I need help!  I have gotten so fat from the steroids I have to take for my asthma that I am disgusting.

 I am sure you are not disgusting.  You are too hard on yourself!  I guess we can take baby steps together and go day by day and keep trying to get stronger.  I loved what someone wrote here earlier.   She used this as a mantra "If you always do what you've always done, you'll always get what you always got."  I'm going to try this, how about you?

 Try to not get so discourage life is to short and live life to the fullest.  You have to remember one thing its not what you look on the outside  that counts its what inside that  counts . We are all beautiful in are own way.

My suggestion to you is to put a goal down on what you like to reach each week and try to get there.  If it does work or not you have to remember you have to take it day by day and keep smiling because you are a beautiful person.

They say its not easy to look beautiful and it takes time and that we all have is time.

I wish you the best and I am here for you if you need to talk

 I just went through this! i needed to buy winter clothes bc im moving to ohio, but ive gained like 30 lbs in a year and really didnt want to go buy a bigger size and cry in the dressing room. so i went out and bought some undergarments called spanks. they take inches away and make u fit so much better in the jeans that dont want to meet in the middle, haha. also i bought a few cute top just to make me feel a little prettier.  just be positve, u can do it. i love to eat and hate to diet so i understand. good luck with everything!

 OMG! I just read your post and my heart went out to you and so did my humor. I laughed because today I just went to Lane Bryant's and bought Spanks... then I went to Rite Aid and bought my Alli starter kit. I am so with you about standing in the dressing room crying. Last spring, my clothes wouldn't fit me at all. I was constantly in tears about my weight gain it got to the point where I did not want to leave the house and didnt for about 3 weeks because of my shame. My heart goes out to you and I wish you the best!