I started it last night (8/24) but also had it sitting on my shelf for over a week before starting. We had special occasions (2 birthdays in our family) and I knew I'd blow it, so I waited. Our family is going to visit my in-laws on Sept 20th for 5 days so I'm going to go off of Alli again for that time and start taking it again when we get back, and sustain it throughout the holidays. Talk about a test of my will power! :)
My ultimate goal is to be at my GW of 140 by the time we go on a cruise on Spring Break of 09. My CW is 154 but it's been sticking around for 4 years now, since I had twins, and I'm so frustrated by my appearance. I have a dh that loves to cook fattening meals, and he is a GREAT cook so of course I love to eat them. I'm the only one in my immediate family that's overweight, and I want so badly to wear a swimsuit on the ship and be happy with my appearance. The twins really stretched me out beyond recognition, but I'm hoping to at least take the fat off, and stuff the extra skin in my suit and be ok with that. I've never worn a 2 piece and I know I never will, which is fine.
This is a real challenge, but I've been writing down everything that goes in my mouth and in 12 hours haven't had any of the treatment effects. I look forward to watching the weight come off. I've been walking/running on my treadmill for over a year and using hand weights, doing tummy exercises, and yet I continue to sabatoge myself with eating too much of my dh's cooking. :sigh: I hope this does the trick, because if it doesn't I'll probably just have to concede to being this weight forever and I don't want to do that. I look forward to watching the scale be my friend again.