Hi, I'm so new at this I haven't even started the Alli pills yet--I had planned to practice the low fat diet for a week first and then start the pills this week--but it finally occurred to me that I was setting myself up for failure to attempt this just before the holidays. So now I'm going to keep practicing the low fat diet until after the first of the year and start the pills in January. Believe me, it will take that long to get this "low fat" thing down--I haven't come in under my allowable amount of fat or calories yet!
I know what you mean about it getting harder to lose weight as you get older--I have found the same to be true. Makes me wonder why I didn't appreciate what I had when I was younger. I'm 160 pounds now, and I'd be so happy to be down to 140. Well, when I was at 140 two years ago, I still didn't like myself and yearned to be the 120 that I was two years before that. Now I'm losing confidence in my ability to ever make any progress. Should I finally appreciate what I have while I still have it, and be happy at 160 now (before I reach 180)--or buckle down and lose this excess weight?
I think I'm in the same boat as you in that I think this time it will work for me because I am finally ready. My mindset is different this time; I'm realizing there are health issues at stake, and that if I don't reverse this pattern soon I won't be able to enjoy life the way I want to, because the challenge will just keep becoming harder. So I'll practice getting my nutrition numbers where they should be, keep adding exercise to the routine, and start those pills in January!
We have about the same amount to lose; maybe we can keep checking in with each other to see how we're each doing. It might help to be accountable to someone else!
~J