YAY ladies! I'm so proud of all of us for keeping with our weigh in day and reporting back!
One of the things I did realize when I ate terribly bad over the weekend, was my attitude when I was doing it..it was like I was out of control, I didnt care what I felt, i ate that deep fried burrito anyway. My conscious told me to "think" about what i was doing, but I had an attitude like.."screw this, I'm eating it". Then the chinese eggroll, then the 3 creme filled chocolate snack cakes, then the next day a mushroom burger and I didnt care that I spread on the mayonaise AND ate the fries with Tartar sauce.
I literally didnt give myself time to THINK about what I was doing...it felt like evil & good, and I allowed my emotions to take over. I had a bad night with my teenager Friday night (he's 17 and was drinking) and then he was argumentive and out of control, that the next day I felt very dissapointed and upset. And upset about things..bills etc. I let my emotions take over and control what I put in my mouth.
LESSON LEARNED & SOLUTION:
I think I'm going to learn to STOP and give myself 5 minutes before I'm allowed to put such items in my mouth.
Last night we had Taco bell, and I dont feel bad for what I ate, so its how my mind set was when i ate it that made the difference. I drank a glass of water first, then the food (slowly) then that was it. I wasnt gorging on it and doing it out of control.
We live and learn! and boy have I learned alot about myself and my body this week!
Must add fiber
Must think before I eat something I shouldnt, and have a tall glass of water first.
Happy HUMP day everyone!
Start Date: October 21st
SW: 200 Oct 21st
Nov 11th 194.4
Nov 18th 192.6
Challenge Goal Weight by Jan 1st: 179
1stGW: 172
Jessica

Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in ALL your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.