Hi all! To answer Tracy's question: YES, I feel your pain. It is similar to mine.
I'm a 37 year old mother of 4, kids ages 17, 15, 10.5 and 3.5, and I am a full time college student studying music. My husband is a civilian working on a military base in Iraq, so for most of the last 18 months I have been a single mom in some ways. Add in that I am surrounded by nubile, skinny little 18-21 year olds on a daily basis in class who eat every piece of garbage they want without gaining and you can probably feel my frustration :)
Before I married and had kids, I was skinny, 5'7" and 115 lbs. Now I weigh 178lbs, and I am mad as hell at myself. I lost 30 lbs last year and have put 10 back on, so I am looking to get back on track. I wear a 10-12 pants size but a 14-16 shirt because of my large chest. I know that will decrease as I lose more, but that's something I'm willing to deal with!
Ideally, I would like to lose 50 lbs. I don't think I need to be 115lbs again- I was hardly eating anything to be that little. But I'd love to be around 125-130. I think I would look good and more importantly, FEEL good. I am hoping that along with my increased level of exercise and more commitment to a healthy diet, Alli can help me reach that goal.
I look forward to chatting with and supporting everyone I can along the way. Doing this alone is not a recipe for success- having those around you (even if it is only in cyberspace) makes a big difference.
Kerry