Hey msrudy49,
I'm nervous too, but I've been trying to keep positive. I've been discussing my daily routine to a few friends to keep them informed but to also keep the subject (dieting, making healthier decisions) in my mind throughout the day. I think it's important to realize that we're not looking for dramatic results overnight rather results over time. Although I started Alli just this week, I measured myself today and found that I have lost 10lbs!! I believe that Alli contributed to at least 1lb of that, but all the other pounds were from the last few months. I haven't been active, but I have been making sure that I don't go to McDonalds and get a double quarter pounder with cheese like I used to do... heh. :) Overall, I've been trying to keep a little active (not really exercising) and making sure to stop eating when I'm full. I've also tried to pinpoint when I'm comfort eating. I still do it occassionally but try to limit the intake.
I forget sometimes, but your body talks to you. Being too full is an indication that your body did not want that much food. Being sad is your brain telling you something needs to change in your life. Feeling physical pain is your body telling you to stop what you're doing because you're "killing" yourself. All our bodies WANT to be in good physical health (not supermodels).
So with that in mind, don't be nervous!! Just do what makes yourself feel better- and I've realized that really fattening high-calorie foods make me feel bad.
Also, go out more! :) I love to go dancing! I'm sure you're beautiful! I get bored a lot when I'm not working, but realize that going to Barnes & Noble or Half Price Books is really fun, or even going out to a nice park.. It's strange that there are so many things to do but I get bored- even... start a painting! Yea, anything to keep us active and awake- I remember after working so much I would just want to come home and sleep- even wake up and think about how I'm going to go back to sleep after work or school.. And that's not how life should be!
We can do this!! We just have to keep to it and before you know it, you'll have reached your goal and forget about all the boring days we've had when we were "bigger". :)
I'll try to figure out this Fav' thing and add you!